The Chaos Theory (Bloch, 2005), predominantly the
characteristics of complex adaptive entities, can be described throughout my
life.
Bloch (2005) summarizes her concept of the characteristics
of a complex adaptive entity as a self-generating
structure with numerous connections, which create the ability for an open
back and fourth movement of energy. This entity is capable of using the line
between chaos and order for the development of new forms and for development to
occur (Bloch, 2005). Somewhere in the
mix all of this life, the unpredictably of life happens.
That complex adaptive entity is I. Beginning as a single cell and evolving and
adapting to who I am I today, a twenty-two year old female graduate student from
Richmond, Virginia.
Let’s analyze the ways the characteristics of Bloch’s
complex entities has shaped me into the complex entity I am today.
1. Throughout my life, one thing has always been certain. I
have maintained who I am as an individual, or as Bloch (2005) defines as autopiesis. I have lived in five
different states, attended different schools and made a wide range of friends. Nonetheless, my values and beliefs have been adapting
internally to changing environments.
2. I have always been open as an individual. I have been flexible
to the idea of new perspectives, changes and cultures. I experimented with
different courses, and the idea of different majors.
3. I have been apart
of countless networks from numerous friend groups, sororities and clubs.
4. I am a fractal of
other entities. I know that my life
cannot be defined just through my social networks or education, but as a
combination of many factors.
5. I have been
dynamic, and I have experienced phase
transitions. These transitions can
be demonstrated in my life from high school to undergraduate. I went from a big fish in a small pond in a
small town, to a small fish in a pond with five thousand plus students.
6. I seek fitness
peaks. As I had struggled with focusing
on my course work in high school, I knew once I received my straight A’s that I
was on the right track to being the student I had always aimed to be.
7. I have behaved in
nonlinear ways. As with anyone, life becomes crazy or filled with “noise,” (Bloch,
2005) and you feel as if you are being pulled and stretched in multiple ways. Some
days, I did not know what was most important; school, sleep or friends?
8. Small changes
bring about large effects. I thought
joining a sorority would be a small part to my undergraduate career, but
instead it turned into my home away from home. I made friends that would last a
lifetime.
9. As I changed and adapted throughout my life, I have
experienced multiple adaptors that have restricted my movement and growth from
personal relationships, which demonstrated that of a pendulum attractor, to
traveling between school and home to spend equal time.
10. As I have evolved and changed, I have been able to
retain life through the creation of new forms, or emergence, Millersville University. I am
attending a university that is four hours from home. I have been able to create
a life here.
11. “There are no
living systems without interdependence,” (Bloch, 2005, p. 198). I would not be
who I am today without my strong faith in spirituality and the networks I have
surrounded myself with.
In summary, I have evolved, adapted and grown throughout my
life and demonstrated each characteristic along the way. Life is anything but predictable but that is
what makes it fun.
Resources:
Bloch,
D. P. (2005). Complexity, Chaos, and Nonlinear Dynamics: A New perspective on
Career Development Theory, The Career Development Quarterly, 53, 194-207.
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